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I came here not expecting God to deliver me. He's a big God, but I didn't believe that He wanted to deliver me. I've gone thru so much trash and so much evil stuff. I knew better, I came from a pastor's family and when I was doing all my sin, I knew that God knew what I was doing, but I didn't have any fear of Him. I lost the fear of God. Because of that, I thought that God does not want me back. So coming here, I see that God loves me, that He still has a plan for me no matter what kind of hell I've gone through. I'm so thankful for that. I have three boys and I was just looking back, thinking that if I didn't change my life, look what I would pass on to my three boys and what they would have to go through. And God told me, "You have to lay down your boys." But that was so hard for me because I then had to trust God with them and they are so important to me. So, I laid them down at the cross. And I'm thankful to say that I'm delivered, God loves me, He cares about me. And I feel so much better. When I came down here I thought that my sister's going to get free and my mom's going to get free, but I'm not. So, now all three of us are going back free. TN - July, 2006 |
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